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-I'm on day 5 of not smoking. Not even a puff. I've finally done it. Thanks to the guy from the pranic healing session the other night who, when he was done looked at me and said, "You shouldn't want a cigarette anymore" and he was right. My body is still adjusting but I can tell I have more energy, I can taste food better and I don't have any heaviness in my chest anymore. This is a major goal of mine, something I've wanted to do before I turn the big 30. But it does feel like a part of me has died, kinda sad, but which I'm assuming is creating new space for great things.

I've listened to this song 4 times. I wonder what is different about it tonight?

-I've noticed I've been more nostalgic and sensitve at night lately.. a stronger connnection to the stars and to those who have passed on when I look into the sky. I feel as though my higher self is calling me and I'm looking at the moon with fresh new eyes. My emotions have overtaken everything and I feel I'm operating on genuine and mystical themes floating in the air that I just can't help but breath into my heart and savour. It feels so pure I get teary-eyed, my head bows between my shoulders and I simply absorb the essence of whatever it is that's there.

Date: 2006-06-19 02:34 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] biffah.livejournal.com
congrats on the no smoking - *sigh*. i'm so close myself but i keep stumbling. in time, in time.

don't question the buckley - he comes out at odd times and stays with you for a little bit.

Date: 2006-06-19 05:09 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] seeaef.livejournal.com
thanks... yeah i was stumbling quite a bit, throwing away packs and then buying more, bumming some and it just got to be way too much drama. i was starting to get really down on myself about it cuz i felt like i was going crazy smoking and then going crazy not smoking. but you'll make it, if i can do it so can you... but there is that small thing of the pranic healing but maybe you can do without it.

the buckley came out full force..

Date: 2006-06-19 05:11 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] seeaef.livejournal.com
and why the hell are you up so early?

Date: 2006-06-20 02:13 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] stellaisaplanet.livejournal.com
Good job on quitting!

And send me some of that awareness of yours this direction, I've been in such a daze lately!

long distance

Date: 2006-06-20 03:28 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] seeaef.livejournal.com
thanks babe!
i'll send you some of that awareness tonight when i lay down to go to sleep.. most likely you'll be in dreamland so try to remember what you dreamt about.

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